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Hello! Well Ive had enough! Im making a change with myself! and hopefully it will be awesome.  what is this change all about?  My body! I want to be healthy and I want to feel comfortable with my self and the way I look. I dont want to always worry about where my fat is buldging out when im wearing my favorite shirt (which is a little tight) and what people think when they see it.   I dont want to be skinny skin and bones, I never have but I want to look cute and wear whatever.  I have my idea of the perfect size I would like to be in my head.  The hardest thing for me is having self control wiith food. I like it.  I like the way it feels when I eat it  but I hate the way I feel after Ive eaten it. Especially while we are trying to get preggers  I think about it alllll the time. I want to be the cutest pregnant girl and the way to have that is to be smaller.   SooOoOooo Im going to work out eat healthy and practice self control.  Im pretty excited about it.  I want to see results.  Im super excited for my new workout video .  Ive heard great things about it and cant wait to start it! speaking of which im going to go start that right now! I will be posting about my results every once in a while! Wish me luck\